1.01.2010

a whole new ballgame

It's a new year, so it's normal to feel like we want to wipe the slate clean. And I am no exception. You know how sometimes you hang on to things (or people) longer than necessary and for what? To relive what doesn't work? To remind you that you are better off without the drama and that ultimately, to be happy it's necessary to hold out for what you really want.

It doesn't mean the people of your past have no chance of being in your future. It just means you don't have to drag them with you anymore. If they want to be there down the road, they know what measures to take and until then it's not up to you to wait for them. They may not want you to. Not a fun thought but a necessary thought to keep it moving forward.

2009 was a little rocky, a little fast forward and it seemed to be too chaotic. 2010 already looks like it'll at least start calmer and with renewed energy. The negative energy of 2009 has stayed right where it needs to.

I'm going to embrace the new year, the possibility of everything...